my BOY & Wxxx

since i resign my job,life really like feces. i HATE my life now. Its make me recollect my impression, the grift-stricken month of my life. Its Norvember 2008. How did i sleepless almost 40hours; how did i lost 6kg in a short period... I do recall all those memories.For Wxxx: Juz viewed ya fs, unusual feeling are filled up my mind,even my heart. i should know that i cant compare and make any relative between you and HIM,i shoulda know. Kinda mad. Im clearly knew tat i dun love you anymore,it juz, NO reasonable,cant figure out why and wat actually happened on my mind now.For my BOY: Ive been few days sleepless at night,time is precious and it's slipping away, i lose my weight rapidly again.A bit funny. Lmao...gosh. i nearly fall down my dear. seriously, id keep it so cunt long, i've try my best and best,try to bear and stand for it,my BOY you shoulda know i hate the way u treat me now,i fucking hate it, are you real? Or are you my imagination playing games? BOY you make my sign and my mind blurry,you make me comfused abt our relationship. BOY,why dont you spend some times,try to understand me,what i needed the most. im desperately sad for this few days. I got tones stuff have to worry. i have no time to waste anymore,i knew how much disapointed from my parents to me;i knew how much expectation that my parents put on me. So... I might make a decision,annoyed situation...

This is the last chance that i gave you, please appreciate it please cherish it...

hope you realize it early,what i want and wat i need..