hopeless

心灰意冷

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CRAP

IS OBVIOUSLY

I'M

USELESS

AT THE END

SOLUTION FIND OUT MEANING OF MYSELF

THE FORMULAE SHOWN:

amily = feces

is FRIDAY

since stayed at house gonna make me

boom boom boom

so i decided hang out althought im alone

but luckily still got CALVIN acc me...

we had our (breakfast+lunch) together..

and guess what

A day trip of time square.. lol

lmao

since we are so intersted abt the building of TS..

we did some... haha lame action

we walked whole TS and finally i realize that there got food court...apa lah

3 hours then

met a schoolmate inside the train

Davina...gosh... she look so awesome

NIGHT

had a steamboat at Miss lim kar yian's house

hmm

no much friends attended

but i do enjoyed the moment chit chat with them

^^

ps: i cant stand for my puppy anymore

bite bite bite

maked me so MAD of her

boom boom boom

dunno what im written

ignore

ciaoz

你會為我而死嗎？

一對年輕情侶…正在瘋狂的熱戀…姑娘痴痴的對另一半說：

男的一聽這句話…臉色大變…

許久無法說出話來…（因為愛…這個代價未免也太大了吧…）

但那男人實在太愛這個姑娘了…

沒有辦法…畢竟…

這就是愛…

於是…那男人…就…

挖了挖自己的耳朵…

用力的塞進他女友的嘴裡…

因為男的把：你會為我而死嗎？聽成（你會餵我耳屎嗎？）

Jesus... LAUGH MY ASS OFF!!!!!!!!!

hell... bloody funny.... can't stand for this... OMG...

hahahhahahhahahahahahah

Kian:你會為我而死嗎?

hahah^^

HOT HOT HOT

went SUPPER last night

i dont really feel like want go SUPPER

cause.... hmmm.. ermmm... (not nice)>.<''

but i did felt like want drink some

so just went

hot hot hot

guess what..

met IVAN at there.. lol

FS fren...skinny man..==

and the way went back home..

kena polis uncle blocked...

asked a lot then finally let us go..

Lmao

the weather is frigging bloody HOT...

BOOM BOOM BOOM

feces..

i HATE it!!!

bye

有D野...讲

岩岩同巨去睇戏...系啊...O下午收到message.内容是:"对吾住".. 其实有D blur,因为5知道巨既道歉,是因为惊伤害0,同0抱歉,又或者系巨要0原谅巨所讲出既野... 5点几,收到巨既called...约0睇戏...0当时一片混乱,总问巨既fd O应5应该出...9点几夜晚到左O屋企,O1上车...巨就同O讲SORRY...睇得出巨有多少诚意...O 5出声...就问巨做乜事发癫...巨话一时收到0既message巨好憎,之后总念都巨自己好似好5适合O,觉得自己好冇用,配5起0...总话,巨半夜4点几训5着,个心哽住哽住甘...话睇完0写既blog,个心更加哽...原来0系受讷套既...所以0拣左原谅巨...无可否认,0对巨仲要保留少少...既然系翻一起,就更加应该珍惜...

话卑某哥人知...黎话0抵死,被人甩...好多谢黎呢句...总有乜cheap,bitch...放心wor,O不会摆系心上仲会好好甘检讨下...D钱,O5紧用咖...等泥手头冇甘紧,慢慢还都没迟...吖,靓囡,E伽O同巨只系朋友关系,严格来讲,应该系债主关系,所以5好下下都针对住O,O由头到尾都冇话要同黎争D乜野,更何况某哥人E咖都有女朋友jor喇...cheer up...

讲完D 5 开心既野,讲返D几开心下既野...^^O剪短左头发,阔别O上次短头发时期,已经差5多有4年甘耐...O自己就几钟意下... 5知黎地觉得咧? 素颜照,睇完戏系房间厕所影既...^^''头发有多少乱...

O地屋企又多左位新成员加入...成家都几欢喜伽...但是,KIKI就视她为敌人...她叫做Lara..6个星期大,妈妈系西施犬,爸爸系吉娃娃,所以好细只...成身白色毛毛就系KIKI本尊...已经差5多8岁...另外个只就系LARA...起初来到好怕丑,O地当LARA玩具甘玩...1日后,就变成O地系LARA既玩具...==''最钟意玩偷袭,趁O底训觉时候,咬头发,衫,裤,赖脚趾...烦死人...

朋友圈好似越来越细,其实都5清楚自己系5系巨底既一份子...乜party,生日会,BBQ,走街,都冇call/sms...恩,又或者时间唔圚哩...安慰着自已...==''

到最后,发觉真正关心O既朋友,得几个...

乜野叫做*恋爱*

恩...我同佢分左手...两封message,就将我同佢几个月既感情,粉碎晒...原因系乜野?佢话:"我不是你的男人"...复返''保重''两个字卑佢之后我无言.. 呢种感觉,好耐没试过喇...自从我FROM3被人甩左之后...我几乎忘记个种刻骨铭心,寒风刺骨既FU...讲真,我真系好嬲好憎好反感...果d想报复,想发癫,想佢死,超偏激既念头...有D野,拟越系觉得自己掌握到,越系掌握5到...E加事实话卑o知,O既心,痛紧...系真既痛...1念到,佢为O做过既野,念到佢帮0 burn既CD,念到佢帮0冲既MILO冰,念到...........祗系0可以腩既抱枕.....

恋爱教识0好多野,要识的珍惜,要识的互相容忍,尊重,信任,沟通,了解,疼惜,爱护...可能0没做都足,但并不代表我不肯去做...其实,有关心0既BLOG人,有睇既话,都应该知道多少野...可能你没睇过...但系E加都5重要喇,系米?

乜野叫做*恋爱*? 即系等待失恋痛苦的到来... 岩唔岩? 要拿得起,放得下... 好想好好甘休息下,将个心冷静落黎,好好补偿以前忽略的朋友同屋企人,友情与亲情系呢果时候,显得特别特别珍贵...MSN postout一打完,就有几个friendS关心0... 真系好感动...

Type完呢篇,有舒服左DD...

睇下时间已经5.13am... 突然强烈的空虚感使0有想咸既冲动... 原来我仲挂住你...T.T

Laugh die me ^^

What the tot... Lmao... enjoy it... ^^

1 So many people die, never see you die. 甘多人死，唔见你死。

2 You teach me how to come out and walk in the future? 你教我以后点出嚟行?

3 If you have enough ginger, put your horse to me. 如果你够姜既话就放马过嚟。

4 "I saw a pork chop" 我见到件猪扒啊。

5 Are you road? 你系咪路啊？

6 What the water are you? 你系乜水啊？

7 Do you big me? 你大我啊？

8 Zebra chops people. 班马劈友。

9 The king of the cutting girl. 界女王。

10 Cut my head and let you sit on it as a chair. 批我个头俾你当凳坐。

11 Do you think me didn't arrive? 你当我无到？

12 You have seed, I will give you some colour to see, brothers, together up. 你有种，我会俾D颜色你睇，兄弟，同我一齐上！

13 Today I was very black son. 今日我好黑仔。

14 I am wearing grass. 我着紧草。

15 You have not enough class to talk mathematics with me! 你未够班同我讲数！

16 Two beat six. 二打六

17 Two five son. 二五仔

18 Piano piano green.琴琴青

19 I give you some colour to see see. 我俾D顏色你睇睇！

20 Stupid stupid want to move .蠢蠢欲動 。

21 People mountain people sea .人山人海 。

22 How senior are you? 你算老幾?

23 What the ghost are you talk? 你講乜鬼?

24 I fear that you have teeth. 我驚你有牙！

25 Heart flower angry open. 心花怒放。

26 Fish skin 鱼皮 。

27 Monster of blowing water. 吹水怪。

28 Face green green 面青青。

29 You see road carefully 你小心睇路

30 You go to street carefully 你出街小心D。

31 Do the world 做世界 。

32 Big tea rice 大茶饭 。

33 American chinese not enough. 美中不足。

34 King eight egg. 王八蛋

35 High hand. 高手

36 Old dot. 老点

37 One old water 一旧水

38 I know your mouse. 我识你老鼠！

39 Measure water/Pound water. 磅水

A dragon service. 一条龙服务

41 Pump water.?抽水

42 I blow chicken to beat your group of the guys. 我吹鸡打你班友。

43 You jump building. 你跳楼啦。

44 You come back home and eat banana 你返屋企食蕉啦

45 I give you a hair. 我俾条毛你ar!

46 Collect skin 收皮

47 Collect father 收爹

48 You give me collect father. 你同我收爹！

49 Laugh die me. 笑死我。 50 You give me stop. 你同我企系度。

51 Eight woman 八婆

52 Eight woman,you are good! 八婆，你好o野! 5

3 What the spring do you do? 你搞乜春啊?

54 A dog of eating dung 食屎狗

55 A ghost of ass 屎忽鬼

have a nice day guys...

awaiting new look

Vampire's life

sleepless night almost 1 week

my life totally rotated

sleeping at the most time at noon

but active in night pula~

nevertheless,because of this reason

i got a new fren

^^

he is a bastard

always planning how to abduct me

and find a way send me to thailand make me become prostitute

swt ==''

how cruel he is

but

since we are same kind

which means'vampire'

so that we planning yum cha

5.00 am morning guys

we did chat a lot

3 hours...

he is teaching me how to be a great and potential prostitute

lol

gila kah.. lmao

uhh huuh.. he smoke all the time

but finally he told me he hate malboro

caused malboro not enuf pretty

lmao

bastard guy. lun

ps: bastard guy asked me type some nice...^^ ok, althought he is bastard,but,he is quite mature geh,and he is skinny guy,and he like mild seven cigat...haha.. good.. brilliant future!

11.04.2009

Saturday doin nothing at home

tot wan movie

but let some1 and the bastard guy ffk

recently quite pity

keep let ppl FFK

1st is freelancer job,2nd is clubbing,3rd is movie

may i chop pork now?

lmao

awaiting my new image k?

sure be suprise..

blek

ps:my facebook poker chips current shut down

==

who are willing give me 1M without any rules and conditions?

and

'A woman without conversational style it is same with a SHREW'

behave urself gl

dun try to vilify me k?

FRIENDSHIP is juz a word,

is doesn't means anything for me

where in my 18th years life..

im a loser,cause,i cant get a true friend..

if u are thinking whose it is,im sorry,is you..

speechless

ciaoz...

my BOY & Wxxx

since i resign my job,life really like feces. i HATE my life now. Its make me recollect my impression, the grift-stricken month of my life. Its Norvember 2008. How did i sleepless almost 40hours; how did i lost 6kg in a short period... I do recall all those memories.For Wxxx: Juz viewed ya fs, unusual feeling are filled up my mind,even my heart. i should know that i cant compare and make any relative between you and HIM,i shoulda know. Kinda mad. Im clearly knew tat i dun love you anymore,it juz, NO reasonable,cant figure out why and wat actually happened on my mind now.For my BOY: Ive been few days sleepless at night,time is precious and it's slipping away, i lose my weight rapidly again.A bit funny. Lmao...gosh. i nearly fall down my dear. seriously, id keep it so cunt long, i've try my best and best,try to bear and stand for it,my BOY you shoulda know i hate the way u treat me now,i fucking hate it, are you real? Or are you my imagination playing games? BOY you make my sign and my mind blurry,you make me comfused abt our relationship. BOY,why dont you spend some times,try to understand me,what i needed the most. im desperately sad for this few days. I got tones stuff have to worry. i have no time to waste anymore,i knew how much disapointed from my parents to me;i knew how much expectation that my parents put on me. So... I might make a decision,annoyed situation...

This is the last chance that i gave you, please appreciate it please cherish it...

hope you realize it early,what i want and wat i need..

For my PERCIOUS daddy MR.LEE

03.04.2009

Today Is my DADDY 53rd birthday

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y!!!!

captured @ 2007 i love you daddy...

wishing daddy 身体健康,长命百岁,财源广进(4 my mommy 2)

haha,a bit vulgar...paiseh~

continue when i back from dinner...

sharkfin,im coming soon.... bluek!!

SHINJUKU INCIDENT

i watched it last night. Its really awesome and touched story of an honest tractor mechanic from China which is JackieChan and his bro DanielWu.. It really humanity thus make me stir up my feeling of some scene... I was cried hardly...T.T The performence technique by DanielWu enormously mature~ cheer on!

Mr.Looi's Bigger hand compared to mine~ ^^

It was 2o'clock midnight after our supper... i vomit out when i juz got down fren's car...

Geli aku.. No wonder i will vomit,the whole day took my breaky till supper time,and i juz drank a cup of milo ice and lil hok kian mee nia,shit hydrochloric acid in gastric juice disrupt me... Plus, Mr.Looi's fren drove bloody fast and speed on the way went home,shake like hell man.. Dont like tat mah.. Pity me you know...haiyoyo.. Mr.Looi treat me as his lil baby girl,console me when i crying inside the cinema,held my hand tightly when i was shocked by fews scene,take care of me when i felt unwell even vomit... as he treat me originally,dun changed it anymore k? i need it so so much~

muackxx!!

b. L e E sSinG~